So I havnt blogged for a while and I have a bit of updating todo really but first I wanted to write about my upcoming appointment.
So next Wednesday I go back to the heart hospital it's been a while since I saw my team and even longer since I had an echocardiogram and I'm seriously scared! It's not just about hoping the hearts ok but also the waiting to see if I can finally fly to America after disappointment earlier this month.
It'll be nice to Fiona and prof deansfield I'm hoping they can see a difference in me last time I saw them I just sat and cried. I hope my appointment goes well. I hope no procedures are needed I hope I can fly.
I'm just so nervous and anxious about this appointment I have butterflies in my stomach on a plus in a day in London with my brother!
